Day #67

Sometimes it’s so hard to STOP for just one second and rest…grab a book, enjoy a coffee, stare through the window…

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Day #68

GV Post: Poland: Ryszard Kapuściński – Fiction or ‘Non-Fiction’?

Not only the Polish social media are discussing this one! A discussion of the newest book about life and work of journalist Ryszard Kapuściński, written by Artur Domosławski, has reached the UK, the United States and other regions of the world. ‘Non-Fiction’ was published in early March and raised a lot of controversy due to its portrayal of a well-established, legendary Polish reporter Kapuściński as a person we have not known so well. A major issue around this reporter’s life is the fact that he sometimes added bits of his own stories to his reports.

The Guardian is posting the words of the new biography’s author, Artur Domosławski:

Sometimes the literary idea conquered him. In one passage, for example, he writes that the fish in Lake Victoria in Uganda had grown big from feasting on people killed by Idi Amin. It’s a colourful and terrifying metaphor. In fact, the fish got larger after eating smaller fish from the Nile. […] Kapuściński was experimenting in journalism. He wasn’t aware he had crossed the line between journalism and literature. I still think his books are wonderful and precious. But ultimately, they belong to fiction.

Kapuściński’s wife has turned to court with an appeal to stop the publication of the book. However, this was overruled as she took part in the process of its writing, allowing Domosławski to access documents of her husband. She was referring to the facts of the new book damaging her husband’s reputation, like his affair, for instance. The idea of foreign correspondent who was inconsistent with his reports of events is distant from the so far rather flattering image of Kapuściński that the Polish readers had.

First strong criticism of the new biography arrived [PL] from Bronisław Bartoszewski, a politician and a professor who works with the same publisher:

There are publishing houses that publish guides on certified brothels with many stars, but I do not think I would like to publish my history book in a place like that, nor would I like to see them publishing the lives of saints at the same time.

This opinion provoked a series of comments referring to Bartoszewski’s lack of degree, unethical behavior as well as his inconsistent approach towards the publisher.

Krzysztof opposes [PL] him openly:

Dear Mr Bartoszewski,

It’s not the first opinion of yours after which I start to lose all the respect that I used to have for you. Biographies are designed to show people’s lives, with their entire luggage of experiences. No matter what. If you want to write/read about statues, I suggest something about Warsaw’s Little Mermaid [a statue that is a symbol of Warsaw]

Some of the commentators – like skowronek, for instance – support [PL] Bartoszewski:

I hope that prof. Bartoszewski will resign from co-operation with Świat Książki. This publisher is unreliable with very low standards of publications. I am surprised that the professor is considering doing so just now. Publishing the book about Kapuściński is a disgrace and an obvious move to seek publicity, and let’s not pretend it is not a way of counting on more sales, even at the expense of a great writer. A writer who is one of the few who became famous worldwide. But this is exactly our Polish morality, if someone is extraordinary, we spit on them, if someone is an average person or even lower, we raise them up to heavens. It’s making me sick.

The news [PL] that the book will be published provoked a new wave of various reactions.

Nasan wonders [PL]:

In this country everything is a scandal, everything is a taboo, everything offends someone, everyone feels humiliated. At the same time, no one restrains themselves from using the most vulgar language when criticising people who hold different opinions.

Liloop refers to the fear of truth [PL]:

Why do we fear the truth so much, regardless of what it would be. This hiding of the truth is exactly the prosthesis of the old system. Something happened or not. If it happened, it’s truth. If it didn’t, it is not. He did it – he is responsible, he did not – he isn’t.

Furry embraces the notion of truth with an interesting, historical explanation [PL]:

Sadly, history is not an exact science. One person remembers things one way, another one differently. Moreover, both are equally convinced they are right and are happy to fight for their opinion till the last drop of blood. Basing truth on documents? What documents, those of the Security Services? Hm…

Blogger Kalarepa86 refers to the point made by many that one needs to read the book before making judgments:

Hmmmm in the light of words spoken by the author of this book I think it’s worth learning what his opinion is  – I think if someone sympathizes with Kapuściński, this opinion will not diminish theirs. Since I am writing an essay I think I have to (I will not hide I am truly curious as well) grab this book and work out my own opinion about it, have my own opinion and mention it in my essay.

The author of ‘Non-Fiction’, Artur Domosławski, posts on his newly set-up blog [PL]:

I particularly thank those who support me and keep their fingers crossed. I also thank those who ask questions and express their doubts without being aggressive. I am happy that this book causes so much interest and discussion.

Bozena2k responds to the post above, saying [PL]:

More and more often we deal with useless people whose only chance to gain publicity is to throw some mud at others, those who grew extraordinarily. The type and form of the mud is not the point. In the end the receivers are similarly useless people, who will be able to breathe with relief: maybe we are low-lives, but those who are not one of us believed in communism, cheated on their wives, avoided truth… Well, these are the times when people like you win.

Both with those dead ones who cannot protect themselves, both with their widows, whose emotions they do not have to consider and with those for whom it is disgusting to dig into private lives of people, who achieved something beautiful and grand.

Kryst.ynak has a different opinion [PL]:

I read the biography of Ryszard Kapuscinski. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND why there is so much fuss about it.  The book is well-written, supported by facts. Supported with quotes of people who surrounded and knew Kapuscinski from the side of his works. I write “from the side of his works” on purpose as I feel that no one really knew him as a man. He came, sat down, smiled, left.

Discussions continue in all of the above-mentioned places, as well as on both the author’s [PL] and Kapuściński’s [PL] Facebook fan page. A Polish daily, Gazeta Wyborcza, has created a special coverage site for the debate, here [PL]. You can read an interview with the author in English, published by the New York Times, here.

This post has been originally written for and posted at Global Voices Online.

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Day #67

Day #66

Where I am now…

Last week was hard in terms of my personal life, and part of me is pretty happy I had not much time to deal with it. I still have few left over post to do, but this one is something I have been caring in my head for few days, like a burden I need to get rid off…like a poison I need to spit out.

I am currently maybe not happy, but contempt. I know what it feels like now. I am fully aware of gaps, opportunities and most of all the power of my decisions. I know who I am. As opposed to many people I meet or talk to I am very aware of my own strengths and weaknesses.

I also know how deeply you have disappointed me and how I do not feel anything for you – nor hate, nor fear, not disgust, sad awareness of superiority of mind and mastery over your own language…none of those emotions I felt while being next to you (never really with you!). You are trying old games to make me disappear not realising it is you who is gone since many, many years ago. You are trying to scare me, apologize, be kind and drop us in the mud – and it amazes me you build it all up in your head.

One thing I have learned from you is that people choose to be evil. I know many who were born under very difficult circumstances but decided to become better by overcoming difficulties. It’s not weakness of heart or mind – it’s simple, cold and calculated decision to be evil because it seems easier, it seems you gain more.

You are wrong and you know it. I am right, and I am happy to learn it.

I have decided to live and go on many times in my life, as I had my own challenges and stories. I never gave up on searching for a better, happier life simply because I respect it and the more I invest in it, the more I receive.

I was coming back from work of Friday listing all the wonderful moment life has blessed me with since the night I though I will never find a way out of your lies and my irrational fears -  and until today I cannot stop counting them. I have seen most wonderful exhibition of Appleton art. I have walked street of Budapest visiting old friends, collecting their warm smiles. I have seen a sunset over Nile, followed by intoxicating evening in Cairo. I walked streets of Skopje market with kindest people ever. I celebrated Namedays, Birthdays, Easter and Christmas cherishing the peace, family and kindness. I was sitting at JustGiving Awards listening to Phil Packer, man who lost ability to walk – recovered – completed London Marathon and stood there in front of us overwhelming us with his words. I watched my son grow from initial few days of constant giggle just after you were gone – amazing, how this little man opened and showed his real, cheerful and generous nature!

Most of all, I have enjoyed his smile every single day and there is nothing more beautiful and inspiring than that single moment when his face brightens up in a cheeky smile.

Why? Because I made the choice to be free, to protect my own life and life of this little boy.

I could call you all the names you used to throw at me in fits of your projections, but it would be waste of my time. I have way better things to do. And you – you will always make easy, foolish choices blaming others for your own misery – which you build on every single day of your life. I am so lucky I had a snippet of that life to comprehend how more difficult choices of mine lead to genuine, real life. Life I intend to share with all the wonderful people who respect it and make the most of it.

So, you’re out!

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GV Post – Poland: ‘Buy Yourself a Blogger’ for Paula Pruska
kupblogera‘Buy Yourself a Blogger, Price starts from 699 PLZ’

On March 4, the ‘Buy Yourself a Blogger’ campaign kicked off in Poland to raise funds for Paula (Paulina) Pruska [PL], who won the ‘Blog of the Year 2009′ prize – and who suffers from a rare type of a cancer and uses her on-line journal to fight for her own cause (read more about it in this earlier GV text).

Four leading marketing and advertising bloggers – Irena Mrozek [PL], Maciej Budzich [PL] , Jacek Gadzinowski [PL] and Natalia Hatalska [PL] – are auctioning away [PL] a 4-hour workshop on the new media and marketing, to be conducted by the four bloggers together. They are also advocating for Paulina by auctioning away a new laptop [PL].

Blogger Natalia Hatalska, who came up with the idea, explains [PL] the target audience of this fundraising campaign:

The ‘Buy Yourself a Blogger’ action is directed mainly at companies and agencies that care for deepening their understanding of the new media, blogs and unconventional means of communication. A laptop, on the other hand, is aimed at the readers of our blogs. Both actions, however, are equally targeted at those who want to and can help Paulina. We hope that this solution will help us to raise more money.

The campaign provoked mixed initial reactions. Mały MarketingOwiec responds to Natalia Hatalska’s announcement post, saying [PL]:

a really cool idea ;) I hope that the auction will lead to the planned effect… I wonder, however, if it would not be better to organise a workshop/seminar of some kind for a larger audience. Naturally, every place would have to cost a predefined amount of money :)

I can only support this action by writing about it on my blog etc :)

A similar sentiment is expressed by Krzysiek on a discussion forum [PL]:

So what? Shall we collect some money? xD

Dominik Sipowicz mentions [PL] the taxing of the auctioned items:

March 5, Friday, 2 PM – the auction already has 1855 views. Nice results. I wonder what the case with the tax is ;)

Krasus posts [PL] a comment on Maciej Budzich’s post, slightly criticising him for potential use of the auction to raise bloggers popularity:

It’s super that we have actions like this one. But you know, Maciek, someone might say that…. you are promoting yourself based on someone’s unhappiness! ;P Of course I added the widget on my site:)

Przemysław Żyła expresses his full support:

I’m signing it with my hands and legs – http://blogpr.pl and http://auditlog.pl support the action!!!

The links above lead to two blogs with embedded widgets of the campaign.

upblogerawidget‘charitable auction, check it out!’

In one of those posts, Przemysław Żyła strongly criticises [PL] people who perceive this campaign as an attempt to increase popularity of the four bloggers, who already have an established on-line presence:

I am convinced that all of those people who spend their time and knowledge have no need to build their image on-line through actions like this one. The criticism should be addressed towards those who criticize it or simply pretend they do not notice initiatives of this type.

We keep our fingers crossed for the project and […] encourage everyone to join and support the cause in any possible form:)!

Mały MarketingOwiec appears vocal on this blog as well, supporting [PL] the above opinion:

I believe that all the media and marketing specialists mentioned above already have quite a strong position and have built up their image (not only on the Internet).

Paulina Pruska adds her take [PL] on the auction:

I do not know how many similar forms of compassion I am about to experience, but I know that what you are giving me is priceless… You people are wonderful. The most wonderful. In the entire world. I have no idea how I can thank you and Natalia H. Maybe with heart beat lasting for many years? I simply have no words…

‘Buy Yourself a Blogger’ has raised 1,259 PLZ (445 USD) from the workshop auction and 1,500 PLZ (528 USD) from the laptop auction so far. Bloggers will continue both auctions until March 18.

This post has been originally written for and posted at Global Voices Online.

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Day #65

Day #64

I am blessed to have friends who bring me flowers. I really miss flowers!